Thursday, June 19, 2008
Monday, April 28, 2008
Cobra dance!! [limited time only] LOL!
[[used to be movie: been taken off already]]
Remember to pause the imeem music.
Haha. There. The video!!
My friend took this with her camera during the performance, so it wasn't very clear as she didn't know where i was going to head. =D
I'm posting this for A WHILE ONLY. as if i'd let this ridiculous video stay for any longer.
Haha. Enjoy! (i hope =P) I wonder why i'm being so nice.
And i'll post a few other clips later. =D
Agh. Its not very good =(.
And i hate the outfit. And my laziness. Had to improvise so much. lol~
This is the 'tragic' dying scene...
where i am the cobra whose venom kills the wife of the snake charmer.
I'm the girl in black, and the other girl is my classmate Clare.
Friday, April 25, 2008
7-9 Production: a lovely experience~
Just a few days ago, the annual 7-9 Production had our last performance. It was the first time i had participated in a school production, and i think that i enjoyed it pretty much.
It was a lovely experience, and even though it was hard to struggle through the long and dreary rehearsals, it ended up pretty good, up to the usual standards.
"Tales from the Arabian Nights"
We performed the play on several nights in a row. It turned out to be quite a success.
The audience laughed a lot, and seemed to enjoy it greatly.
Well, there were many positive comments.
I don't really know what to say. Just that it was a fun experience.
I kinda miss the crew now. We got quite close, and had lots of fun. One memorable moment was when a prop kinda fell apart. The scimitar.
It was hilarious.
In the story, there is like this evil blade which can enchant the holder and control him/her. Well basically, there is a climax in the story, when the enchanted sultan had a battle of wills with the scimitar, and at the beginning of the struggle, just at that moment, when he swung the sword...
The blade flew off. Seriously. Leaving the hilt.
We worked seriously hard to keep going. Everybody, the crew, and the audience, were falling to bits. We laughed so hard, and yet somehow managed to get our chorus lines through.
So in the end, the sultan was pointing the hilt to his wife, whom the scimitar wanted to kill, and the wife was trying very hard not to laugh at the hilt, and pretending to be scared.
It was a miracle we managed to get through it.
It was a lovely experience, and even though it was hard to struggle through the long and dreary rehearsals, it ended up pretty good, up to the usual standards.
"Tales from the Arabian Nights"
We performed the play on several nights in a row. It turned out to be quite a success.
The audience laughed a lot, and seemed to enjoy it greatly.
Well, there were many positive comments.
I don't really know what to say. Just that it was a fun experience.
I kinda miss the crew now. We got quite close, and had lots of fun. One memorable moment was when a prop kinda fell apart. The scimitar.
It was hilarious.
In the story, there is like this evil blade which can enchant the holder and control him/her. Well basically, there is a climax in the story, when the enchanted sultan had a battle of wills with the scimitar, and at the beginning of the struggle, just at that moment, when he swung the sword...
The blade flew off. Seriously. Leaving the hilt.
We worked seriously hard to keep going. Everybody, the crew, and the audience, were falling to bits. We laughed so hard, and yet somehow managed to get our chorus lines through.
So in the end, the sultan was pointing the hilt to his wife, whom the scimitar wanted to kill, and the wife was trying very hard not to laugh at the hilt, and pretending to be scared.
It was a miracle we managed to get through it.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Long time no [do anything]!!!
This news is like a month late, but:
I GOT A DOG!!
Which is totally awesomeness. Ownage~
Haha...
anywayz...
I have to say, i have been very busy recently.
What with taking care of my two loveable dogs; school homework, projects, and assignments; school production... i think you get the idea.
I've been busy.
Tomorrow is the first performance of the 7-9 production that we have been working on for several months. We had our matinee one today, performing to the little kiddos of Year 5.
They were actually quite a good audience, laughing at the right bits and giving nice and constructive comments.
Plus, my DT project is due soon, and the whole class has barely started. We only have a few periods left till the end of MYP grading.
Busybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusy...
I haven't even gotten to update my posts, or my stories... it feels like my free time is being comsumed either by forgottence or something comparatively stupid.
Anywayz fate (and the clock) yet again beckons and i have to go.
I hope my next post will be relatively soon =)
Tata for now~
Till the next post.
Eleanor~
Oh, and i forgot, i just read my uncle's blog recently. he's totally cool and weird, like me (ownage!). the blog is quite... commentative. whatever.
Peanut! Maythe nuts be with you (yeah, i'm going nuts)
I GOT A DOG!!
Which is totally awesomeness. Ownage~
Haha...
anywayz...
I have to say, i have been very busy recently.
What with taking care of my two loveable dogs; school homework, projects, and assignments; school production... i think you get the idea.
I've been busy.
Tomorrow is the first performance of the 7-9 production that we have been working on for several months. We had our matinee one today, performing to the little kiddos of Year 5.
They were actually quite a good audience, laughing at the right bits and giving nice and constructive comments.
Plus, my DT project is due soon, and the whole class has barely started. We only have a few periods left till the end of MYP grading.
Busybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusy...
I haven't even gotten to update my posts, or my stories... it feels like my free time is being comsumed either by forgottence or something comparatively stupid.
Anywayz fate (and the clock) yet again beckons and i have to go.
I hope my next post will be relatively soon =)
Tata for now~
Till the next post.
Eleanor~
Oh, and i forgot, i just read my uncle's blog recently. he's totally cool and weird, like me (ownage!). the blog is quite... commentative. whatever.
Peanut! Maythe nuts be with you (yeah, i'm going nuts)
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
這是愛嗎 ...♥
故事裡﹐ 常會提到愛。
愛。。。到底是甚麼?
愛﹐來過嗎?
故事裡﹐說情人偷走了對方的心。
這是真的嗎?
彼此的心﹐真的能被偷走嗎?
我一直不相信﹐愛﹐不能被取代。
可是。。。
當我再次見到你的時候﹐
我發現﹐我的心。。。
竟然開始跳了。
原來我一直都不知道。
你﹐早已偷走了我的心。
當我再次遇到你時﹐ 我的心﹐
才真正的開始跳。
當時﹐我才發現﹐我的心﹐
原來在你離開時﹐
已經停止跳動。
但我﹐卻一直都沒有發覺。
心想著﹐ 當
命運﹐把我們分散﹐
我們一起的日子﹐
就告一段落。
我當時多麼希望我們不須要分開。
但是﹐我們不能擁有一切。
只能﹐默默的嘆息﹐
我們的日子﹐是多麼短啊。。。
我當時希望﹐
我們能夠放下過去﹐
繼續走自己的路﹐
去再次喜歡別人。
這幾年﹐ 我自己繼續我的生活。
覺得自己﹐有喜歡的人。
我騙了自己。
他們說﹐
時間﹐會洗走一切。
可是﹐
你在我心裡留下的痕跡﹐
永遠不會被洗走。
當你﹐進入我的世界﹐
我的心﹐漸漸接近你時﹐
你﹐便畫下永遠洗不掉的記號。
就算有一天﹐
我們又被命運作弄﹐
我們分開了﹐
你﹐會永遠留在我的心中。
當我們再次見面時﹐
我不敢相信﹐
你原來一直都沒有忘了我。
我。。。 真的很開心。
這。。。是愛嗎? ...♥
愛。。。到底是甚麼?
愛﹐來過嗎?
故事裡﹐說情人偷走了對方的心。
這是真的嗎?
彼此的心﹐真的能被偷走嗎?
我一直不相信﹐愛﹐不能被取代。
可是。。。
當我再次見到你的時候﹐
我發現﹐我的心。。。
竟然開始跳了。
原來我一直都不知道。
你﹐早已偷走了我的心。
當我再次遇到你時﹐ 我的心﹐
才真正的開始跳。
當時﹐我才發現﹐我的心﹐
原來在你離開時﹐
已經停止跳動。
但我﹐卻一直都沒有發覺。
心想著﹐ 當
命運﹐把我們分散﹐
我們一起的日子﹐
就告一段落。
我當時多麼希望我們不須要分開。
但是﹐我們不能擁有一切。
只能﹐默默的嘆息﹐
我們的日子﹐是多麼短啊。。。
我當時希望﹐
我們能夠放下過去﹐
繼續走自己的路﹐
去再次喜歡別人。
這幾年﹐ 我自己繼續我的生活。
覺得自己﹐有喜歡的人。
我騙了自己。
他們說﹐
時間﹐會洗走一切。
可是﹐
你在我心裡留下的痕跡﹐
永遠不會被洗走。
當你﹐進入我的世界﹐
我的心﹐漸漸接近你時﹐
你﹐便畫下永遠洗不掉的記號。
就算有一天﹐
我們又被命運作弄﹐
我們分開了﹐
你﹐會永遠留在我的心中。
當我們再次見面時﹐
我不敢相信﹐
你原來一直都沒有忘了我。
我。。。 真的很開心。
這。。。是愛嗎? ...♥
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Long time no comment..!!
Sigh...
Its been such a long time since I've last posted...
Too busy...
Same reason: Homework.
Yet there's nothing i can do about that...
Looks like i'm only gonna be able to write a few words today.
I'll try my best to post sth else soon... haiiz.
I simply can't wait for the easter holidays. Even though its gonna be so short.
Something quite surprising happened today.
Due to the recent influenza that's been spreading around (i think it is H3N2),
Hong Kong government today closed all Kindergartens and Primary Schools.
Sigh... yet unfortunately, i am in secondary, so no such luck. Still have to go to school!
Lol... I even received a text message concerning the influenza, though i don't recognise the number.
It went:
"為減低流感在學校蔓廷,教育局宣布幼稚園、幼稚園暨幼兒中心、小學及特殊學校,於今日(3月13日)起開始放復活節假期,至三月廿八日止。"
Lol...
Today i'm to lazy to type in chinese... sigh.
Time-consuming...
Aiya!
I go do my homework lah!
POST another time...
*haiiz*
~Eleanor...♥~
Its been such a long time since I've last posted...
Too busy...
Same reason: Homework.
Yet there's nothing i can do about that...
Looks like i'm only gonna be able to write a few words today.
I'll try my best to post sth else soon... haiiz.
I simply can't wait for the easter holidays. Even though its gonna be so short.
Something quite surprising happened today.
Due to the recent influenza that's been spreading around (i think it is H3N2),
Hong Kong government today closed all Kindergartens and Primary Schools.
Sigh... yet unfortunately, i am in secondary, so no such luck. Still have to go to school!
Lol... I even received a text message concerning the influenza, though i don't recognise the number.
It went:
"為減低流感在學校蔓廷,教育局宣布幼稚園、幼稚園暨幼兒中心、小學及特殊學校,於今日(3月13日)起開始放復活節假期,至三月廿八日止。"
Lol...
Today i'm to lazy to type in chinese... sigh.
Time-consuming...
Aiya!
I go do my homework lah!
POST another time...
*haiiz*
~Eleanor...♥~
Monday, March 3, 2008
最愛的家人...♥
這篇﹐獻給我最愛的家人。
爸爸﹑媽媽﹑弟~
愛你。
這種愛﹐不能用字來表達。
這種感情﹐感激﹐也很難脫口。
我想﹐ 只能儘量用這個 Blog來表達。
面對著簡單的電腦畫面﹐
不會感覺害羞。
把感情抒發到POST裡﹐ 不難。
用鍵盤來抒發感情﹐
比對著別人容易多了。
這也只是給我自己而以﹐不是給誰看的。
爸媽﹑弟:
謝謝你們。
陪著我度過我的童年﹐讓我過著開心的日子。
媽咪:
謝謝你一直照顧我﹐不嫌我煩﹑不嫌我頑皮﹑不嫌我討厭。
無論我做什麼﹐你都支持我。
都那麼愛我。
我很難表達我的感激之心﹐
感謝你對我的愛﹐感謝上天讓我有你做媽﹐
有你這樣體貼﹑溫柔﹐又了解我的媽媽。
一直都想表達的感覺﹐卻咽在喉嚨裡﹐脫不出口。
感情﹐真的很難用字來表達。
只能說﹔我愛你。
弟:
姐很愛你﹐
雖然你很少叫我 [家姐] ﹐或任何類似的名稱﹐
你還是我最愛的弟!! XD
你陪著我﹑我陪著你﹐我們一起長大﹑一起玩耍。
渡過美好的童年。
有了你﹐童年才能如此開心﹐如此美好。
我的童年充滿你﹐永遠都會有你。
記憶中﹐記得最多就是家人的臉龐﹐
特別是常跟我玩耍的你。
我最早的記憶﹐好像是第一次抱著你的場景。
我不是很棒的姐姐﹐但我覺得你是很好的弟弟。謝了。
永遠會愛你。
爸爸: (XD!!!對不起﹐把你排在最後)
怎麼說呢?
你是我爸。
我最會欺負的爸。
也是最會欺負我的爸。
你的觀點與其他人很不一樣﹐古靈精怪的。
但我從你的觀點也學到很多東西。
在我眼中﹐
你就是那平時不喜歡管我﹐卻很關心我﹐
又很喜歡在別人面前說我的優點和缺點的老爸。
!!!!!! O.O !!!!!!
我看了我的POST一遍﹐突然覺得。。。
很像 Suicide note, 遺書耶!!!
讓我感覺有點怕。。。
可是﹐別擔心﹐我沒有想自殺﹐沒有"想不開"。^.^ (haha this is funny...)
只是表達感情﹐突然想到 POST出感情 這主意而已。。。
今天沒時間﹐改天再繼續吧!!
哈哈哈。。。很像遺書。。。 XDXD!!!
Eleanor...♥
爸爸﹑媽媽﹑弟~
愛你。
這種愛﹐不能用字來表達。
這種感情﹐感激﹐也很難脫口。
我想﹐ 只能儘量用這個 Blog來表達。
面對著簡單的電腦畫面﹐
不會感覺害羞。
把感情抒發到POST裡﹐ 不難。
用鍵盤來抒發感情﹐
比對著別人容易多了。
這也只是給我自己而以﹐不是給誰看的。
爸媽﹑弟:
謝謝你們。
陪著我度過我的童年﹐讓我過著開心的日子。
媽咪:
謝謝你一直照顧我﹐不嫌我煩﹑不嫌我頑皮﹑不嫌我討厭。
無論我做什麼﹐你都支持我。
都那麼愛我。
我很難表達我的感激之心﹐
感謝你對我的愛﹐感謝上天讓我有你做媽﹐
有你這樣體貼﹑溫柔﹐又了解我的媽媽。
一直都想表達的感覺﹐卻咽在喉嚨裡﹐脫不出口。
感情﹐真的很難用字來表達。
只能說﹔我愛你。
弟:
姐很愛你﹐
雖然你很少叫我 [家姐] ﹐或任何類似的名稱﹐
你還是我最愛的弟!! XD
你陪著我﹑我陪著你﹐我們一起長大﹑一起玩耍。
渡過美好的童年。
有了你﹐童年才能如此開心﹐如此美好。
我的童年充滿你﹐永遠都會有你。
記憶中﹐記得最多就是家人的臉龐﹐
特別是常跟我玩耍的你。
我最早的記憶﹐好像是第一次抱著你的場景。
我不是很棒的姐姐﹐但我覺得你是很好的弟弟。謝了。
永遠會愛你。
爸爸: (XD!!!對不起﹐把你排在最後)
怎麼說呢?
你是我爸。
我最會欺負的爸。
也是最會欺負我的爸。
你的觀點與其他人很不一樣﹐古靈精怪的。
但我從你的觀點也學到很多東西。
在我眼中﹐
你就是那平時不喜歡管我﹐卻很關心我﹐
又很喜歡在別人面前說我的優點和缺點的老爸。
!!!!!! O.O !!!!!!
我看了我的POST一遍﹐突然覺得。。。
很像 Suicide note, 遺書耶!!!
讓我感覺有點怕。。。
可是﹐別擔心﹐我沒有想自殺﹐沒有"想不開"。^.^ (haha this is funny...)
只是表達感情﹐突然想到 POST出感情 這主意而已。。。
今天沒時間﹐改天再繼續吧!!
哈哈哈。。。很像遺書。。。 XDXD!!!
Eleanor...♥
Sunday, March 2, 2008
朋友...♥
獻給我最最最最最好的朋友﹑BFF們﹐Sheryl and JinYuan
我們永遠都會是好朋友。。。
永遠的朋友。
一個不用坦白表達的事。
我們心中知道﹐
我們會是永遠的朋友。
不需要說出口﹐不需要發誓。。。
從我們開始做朋友時﹐
我們並註定在這生中﹐
做永遠的朋友。。。
當我們的心彼此漸漸靠近﹐
很多事情都不需要用字來表達。
就像朋友的事。。。
我們從來沒有說﹐[我們做朋友吧]
我們的心﹐已替我們表達。
緣份。。。
我們的相遇﹐
在全世界裡﹐
三人都生在同一年﹐
三人都來到香港﹐
三人都進入漢基。。。
很多巧合﹐
很多[剛好]。。。
命中﹐有多少微小的事﹐可以讓我們不相識。
可是﹐我們還是認識了。。。
我們不做對敵﹐做好朋友。
恨一個人﹐是多麼容易的事。
愛一個人﹐卻是很困難的事。
但我們並沒有恨對方。
我們互相認識﹐
逐漸開始做好朋友。
最好的朋友。
生死之交。
我在下一輩子﹐都願意做你們的朋友。
我與JY﹐不能少了Sheryl。
我與Sheryl﹐也不能少了JY.
我的故事裡﹐你們﹐Sheryl and JinYuan﹐佔了很大的部份。
我的記憶裡﹐永遠也會有你們。
我們永遠會是朋友。
永遠。
Note: 這本來是我寫的一個 comment﹐只是我覺得應該POST來﹐所以就 Copy到這邊來了。
Friday, February 29, 2008
時間...♥
時間。。。並不是人類能控制的。。。
時間。。。一直流逝著﹐而我們﹐也順著時間的控制。。。
我多麼想回到過去﹐去重溫我生命的那一部份。。。
時間呀時間﹐能不能走得慢一點?
你就這樣從我的身旁離去。。。
那一刻﹐過了﹐我永遠也不能再回到。。。
那一刻﹐過了﹐已經變成了過去﹐變成了回憶。。。
只能回想﹐懷念。。。 不能重溫。。。
童年時的天真﹐無法挽回。。。
像童年快樂的時光﹐也無法再次享受。。。
我與你一起過的時間﹐無法再來。。。
過了﹐就過了。 到那時也只能畫下句號﹐告一段落。
可是﹐我還是很感謝上天。
給了我跟我所愛的朋友﹐家人﹐一起擁有我們的時間。
雖然我們一起的時光只有那麼短﹐
但，我還是很感謝能夠擁有這些時光。。。
無論是快樂的時光﹐還是充滿淚水﹑傷痛的時光﹐我都會珍惜。
因為記憶中有我所愛之人。。。
小時候﹐不懂得珍惜身邊的人﹐和當時無憂無慮的日子...
現在，多么想過那些沒有困難的日子...
懷念、珍惜、感謝、想擁有…
這些現在都沒用了，全都過去了…
只能珍惜現在剩下不多的「童年」，
雖然現在已經不太能說是童年了...
要珍惜所有的回憶，和渡過的每一分一秒。
過了，就沒了。
只在腦海中留下隱形的，回憶…
希望我能保留、保護我那些回憶，和珍惜我現在的時光…
希望大家都可以…♥
Eleanor… ♥
時間。。。一直流逝著﹐而我們﹐也順著時間的控制。。。
我多麼想回到過去﹐去重溫我生命的那一部份。。。
時間呀時間﹐能不能走得慢一點?
你就這樣從我的身旁離去。。。
那一刻﹐過了﹐我永遠也不能再回到。。。
那一刻﹐過了﹐已經變成了過去﹐變成了回憶。。。
只能回想﹐懷念。。。 不能重溫。。。
童年時的天真﹐無法挽回。。。
像童年快樂的時光﹐也無法再次享受。。。
我與你一起過的時間﹐無法再來。。。
過了﹐就過了。 到那時也只能畫下句號﹐告一段落。
可是﹐我還是很感謝上天。
給了我跟我所愛的朋友﹐家人﹐一起擁有我們的時間。
雖然我們一起的時光只有那麼短﹐
但，我還是很感謝能夠擁有這些時光。。。
無論是快樂的時光﹐還是充滿淚水﹑傷痛的時光﹐我都會珍惜。
因為記憶中有我所愛之人。。。
小時候﹐不懂得珍惜身邊的人﹐和當時無憂無慮的日子...
現在，多么想過那些沒有困難的日子...
懷念、珍惜、感謝、想擁有…
這些現在都沒用了，全都過去了…
只能珍惜現在剩下不多的「童年」，
雖然現在已經不太能說是童年了...
要珍惜所有的回憶，和渡過的每一分一秒。
過了，就沒了。
只在腦海中留下隱形的，回憶…
希望我能保留、保護我那些回憶，和珍惜我現在的時光…
希望大家都可以…♥
Eleanor… ♥
Thursday, February 28, 2008
忘記的事...♥
大家好!!這個POST是我在一陣子前寫的... 突然記得沒有POST在這。。。
"昨天，我收到我這學期的成績…
我，終於拿到 「Head's Commendation」啦!!
Head's Commendation, 是在成績表上拿到 90%。
我校是以 IB 系統 (也稱 International Baccalaureate) 算分的。
在這學期的成績表上，有 9個科目，每科有 7 - 1 的評分，以 7 為最好。
90% 就是要在 63分內得 57分或以上…
我拿到四個 7，五個 6。
這是我第一次得到「Head's Commendation」，並且還沒有 5 呢!!
一直，我只差Head's Commendation一分而以，一分!!!!
結果，差那一分，只能拿 Year Commendation (80%)... 可是，這次，我成功了!! YEAH!!"
這就是我在 23-02-2008 寫的。。。
好了! 來寫今天的!
等一等。。。 我差點忘記了本來想寫的事。。。
昨天沒時間﹐忘記了這件事!!
記得我昨天說過﹐我開了新課文﹐《匆匆》。
當時老師病了﹐所以有代課老師。
一開始﹐她跟我們看了新的課文。。。
課文裡有一部分是作者感嘆他生命已經過了八千多日子了。
老師跟我們計算﹐如果我們活到八十歲﹐命中大約有 二萬九千兩百多日子。。。
想想看﹐我已過了快五千天了。
那也代表﹐我已過了命中的六份之一。
想想看﹐還滿恐怖的。
人生是多麼短暫﹐
時間就像一支箭﹐迅速的飛過。
眨眼間﹐我已經 13 歲半了。。。
代課老師一直跟我們說人生道理。
平時吵到像街市的A1.1 班﹐
竟然平靜下來。
雖然不是每一個人都在聽﹐
但我們還是沒有吵鬧。
算是很好的啦!
其實﹐本來我很早就開始些這個POST。
可是﹐一直都很忙﹐沒有時間寫完﹐些寫到一半就"SAVE" 然後睡覺覺。
我有幾個POST都是這樣﹐寫到一半﹐Save了﹐然後就沒POST。
haiiz...
真的需要一些時間來整理一下。。。
NOTE:其實這些都是一陣子前發生的事﹐不是"昨天"。
Eleanor...♥
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
巧合...♥
O.o
That, people, was my expression today when i looked at my newest 課文 (for chinese)
You know my last post? How i erm, totally strayed away from what i was saying and began sighing over how time passes so quickly, how it slips from our grasps?
Well, today, we started a new 課, and it was called《匆匆》(ok i'll start typing in Chinese now... since its a chinese thingy...)
課文感嘆著時間的流逝﹐一點一滴的從我們的手中流去。。。感嘆時間匆匆的離去。。。
令我 "O.o" 的是﹐作者所感嘆的事實在太像我昨天的POST了﹐有一點恐怖。。。
我昨天才剛感嘆 :時間不能有我們掌控﹐慢慢地流逝﹐今天回到學校﹐開新課﹐課文正在感嘆時間的流逝。。。 太巧了吧?
總之﹐我的確嚇了一跳。。。
今天沒時間(時間。。。實在過得太快了!)﹐明天再POST吧!!
Eleanor...♥
That, people, was my expression today when i looked at my newest 課文 (for chinese)
You know my last post? How i erm, totally strayed away from what i was saying and began sighing over how time passes so quickly, how it slips from our grasps?
Well, today, we started a new 課, and it was called《匆匆》(ok i'll start typing in Chinese now... since its a chinese thingy...)
課文感嘆著時間的流逝﹐一點一滴的從我們的手中流去。。。感嘆時間匆匆的離去。。。
令我 "O.o" 的是﹐作者所感嘆的事實在太像我昨天的POST了﹐有一點恐怖。。。
我昨天才剛感嘆 :時間不能有我們掌控﹐慢慢地流逝﹐今天回到學校﹐開新課﹐課文正在感嘆時間的流逝。。。 太巧了吧?
總之﹐我的確嚇了一跳。。。
今天沒時間(時間。。。實在過得太快了!)﹐明天再POST吧!!
Eleanor...♥
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
HOMEWORK...!!
AAHHHHH!!!
One thing i want to say.
I.
Hate.
Homework.
Sigh... why do the teachers have to give us so much homework?
Simply piling stress upon our shoulders...
What good will it do?
I just don't get them... don't they understand that the OTHER teachers give homework as well?
That we also need time to do homework from OTHER subjects?
So much homework... and yet, so little time...
Time, is truly of the essence.
We cannot control time...
We have so little of it... every moment is precious...
Who knows when the day will come when our eyes would close forever, when we will not be able to appreciate the world around us... Who knows when our precious time would run out?
If only... we truly knew how to appreciate the moments... yet, if you were truly concious of how much time you have, how would you spend it?
Maybe it would be better if we weren't concious of how precious time was... we would probably enjoy it better... Better have less stress... we wouldn't truly be enjoying our time if the fact that it would run out bugging in our minds...
Humans... they are blind to the most obvious... But yet, they do it willingly...
Maybe we would look at the world at a different angle, if we became more, more... i don't know... if we truly thought about the things that mean much to us?
We take things so willingly... and give away so reluctantly...
Human nature... sigh...
"Willing suspension of disbelief". I'm sure we know that time is precious, but we underestimate its power.
We willingly forget about the importance of time...
Sigh... does it give us happiness?
I think so, but that is my opinion. Happiness... what is it? Simply a feeling we get? Or is it much more?
I... am tired, truly tired... Tired of all the homework, and everything else around me.
Yet, i am thankful for my family, to have them with me, and not be alone...
Loneliness... Separation... It is something else that humans fear. Total separation from everthing they know, everything around them... to be truly alone... the thought of it is simply unbearable, at least to me.
I am also thankful for my friends, who are my companions. I hope we can stay friends forever.
Now i have to run off to do my homework...
Cya! ♥Eleanor♥
One thing i want to say.
I.
Hate.
Homework.
Sigh... why do the teachers have to give us so much homework?
Simply piling stress upon our shoulders...
What good will it do?
I just don't get them... don't they understand that the OTHER teachers give homework as well?
That we also need time to do homework from OTHER subjects?
So much homework... and yet, so little time...
Time, is truly of the essence.
We cannot control time...
We have so little of it... every moment is precious...
Who knows when the day will come when our eyes would close forever, when we will not be able to appreciate the world around us... Who knows when our precious time would run out?
If only... we truly knew how to appreciate the moments... yet, if you were truly concious of how much time you have, how would you spend it?
Maybe it would be better if we weren't concious of how precious time was... we would probably enjoy it better... Better have less stress... we wouldn't truly be enjoying our time if the fact that it would run out bugging in our minds...
Humans... they are blind to the most obvious... But yet, they do it willingly...
Maybe we would look at the world at a different angle, if we became more, more... i don't know... if we truly thought about the things that mean much to us?
We take things so willingly... and give away so reluctantly...
Human nature... sigh...
"Willing suspension of disbelief". I'm sure we know that time is precious, but we underestimate its power.
We willingly forget about the importance of time...
Sigh... does it give us happiness?
I think so, but that is my opinion. Happiness... what is it? Simply a feeling we get? Or is it much more?
I... am tired, truly tired... Tired of all the homework, and everything else around me.
Yet, i am thankful for my family, to have them with me, and not be alone...
Loneliness... Separation... It is something else that humans fear. Total separation from everthing they know, everything around them... to be truly alone... the thought of it is simply unbearable, at least to me.
I am also thankful for my friends, who are my companions. I hope we can stay friends forever.
Now i have to run off to do my homework...
Cya! ♥Eleanor♥
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Decisions...♥
Hmm...
What to write?
Well, since I've named this post 'decisions', I'll talk about decisions!
Haha...
I've decided to use this blog's posts as a kinda diary... i may drop in to say stuff, thoughts that i lack voice to say... as always, it is easier to express myself on writing...
Arh...
Chinese?
English?
Which language should i use? But that depends on who reads this blog... if anybody does...
Just noting that this blog was mainly meant for selfish purposes... simply a place to express thoughts... Sorry if i offend anyone, or if anyone dislikes what i write/do on this blog...
I supposed i just need some space to fret over things, things that do not matter... this is my personality... i just need to do something that will, say, let things out... even when i may very well be talking to myself...
Chinese-- easier to say sentimental stuff... its just that, and also its quite nice to express stuff in Chinese... BUT, the problem is that i take ages to type it =.=. My current Chinese typing system is not very, er, efficient, since its not like, QWERTY (keyboard) but this thingy where you have options; kinda like the mobile phone typa thing... using pinyin, of course...
English-- the more temping choice... of course it is easier and less time consuming, but the effect just isn't what i want... when i write in english, i always feel that its just too... simple. Too outright. Like, my thoughts are expressed too directly. That is not always a bad thing, i know, but when you pour out your soul, there are thoughts that you wouldn't want people to understand just so directly...
I rarely speak my thoughts; it just doesn't feel right...
Sometimes, one language simply can't express my feelings... like, there are words that i can only express in Chinese, or English... When i use Chinese, the feeling is always that it is so elegantly crafted, so beautiful... but of course, i type english much faster, thanks to the fact that it simply consists of 26 characters on the keyboard...
What am i doing? << asking my self all of a sudden...
I am just blabbering my thoughts out, i suppose... i'm just resting my mind, to try not to think about all the stressing homework...
I don't suppose anyone would read this... =.= its so long and boring, so repetitive... but at least i know I feel better after blabbering...
Hmmm....
But, this is nice. I know that all these posts will be saved, and in time i will look back upon it, and see my foolishness... and i will laugh, and treasure this memory...
Now that i mentioned that, i remember something i had decided upon...
I wish to seek back my childhood memories... memories that i treasure now, yet then, i did not even perceive of its valuable existence...
I am, tired...
I want to return to that time, when i was simply a innocent little girl... to play amongst my friends, without burden... Now, i look back, and my heart turns. How i wish those days would last forever... But i know, i will never be able to experience that same, pure joy again... my heart is weighed down with too many burdens, too many complex thoughts...
Time... I wish you were at my command...
I wish i could just go back and see the time when i was a primary school with my friends... i simply want to relive that part of my life...
Yet... i may never again see some of those old friends... I hope i can, though...
Some of these people have already moved on; perhaps they have moved to somewhere else, or have given up their email addresses, so that i can no longer reach them...
Perhaps, one day, fate will bring us together again...
So that we can all go together, and go back to SIS, to simply look at the children there, that we once were, laughing so purely, so happily...
Playing catch. In that simple activity, so many memories can be gathered...
Oh... where have i gone now? See what happens when i simply pour out? I myself is washed away, and my thoughts simply pour out from my fingertips, literally, onto my keyboard.
I, cease to exist. I become my memories, gathered thoughts that i have held together for many years, thoughts that may have been generated when i was looking at pictures, or simply as i go home from school...
Human minds, eh? Too many things happen in there, to be expressed...
I should stop soon... I still have a LOT of homework waiting for me to do...
Maybe i'll let open the door to my soul another time.
Eleanor...♥
What to write?
Well, since I've named this post 'decisions', I'll talk about decisions!
Haha...
I've decided to use this blog's posts as a kinda diary... i may drop in to say stuff, thoughts that i lack voice to say... as always, it is easier to express myself on writing...
Arh...
Chinese?
English?
Which language should i use? But that depends on who reads this blog... if anybody does...
Just noting that this blog was mainly meant for selfish purposes... simply a place to express thoughts... Sorry if i offend anyone, or if anyone dislikes what i write/do on this blog...
I supposed i just need some space to fret over things, things that do not matter... this is my personality... i just need to do something that will, say, let things out... even when i may very well be talking to myself...
Chinese-- easier to say sentimental stuff... its just that, and also its quite nice to express stuff in Chinese... BUT, the problem is that i take ages to type it =.=. My current Chinese typing system is not very, er, efficient, since its not like, QWERTY (keyboard) but this thingy where you have options; kinda like the mobile phone typa thing... using pinyin, of course...
English-- the more temping choice... of course it is easier and less time consuming, but the effect just isn't what i want... when i write in english, i always feel that its just too... simple. Too outright. Like, my thoughts are expressed too directly. That is not always a bad thing, i know, but when you pour out your soul, there are thoughts that you wouldn't want people to understand just so directly...
I rarely speak my thoughts; it just doesn't feel right...
Sometimes, one language simply can't express my feelings... like, there are words that i can only express in Chinese, or English... When i use Chinese, the feeling is always that it is so elegantly crafted, so beautiful... but of course, i type english much faster, thanks to the fact that it simply consists of 26 characters on the keyboard...
What am i doing? << asking my self all of a sudden...
I am just blabbering my thoughts out, i suppose... i'm just resting my mind, to try not to think about all the stressing homework...
I don't suppose anyone would read this... =.= its so long and boring, so repetitive... but at least i know I feel better after blabbering...
Hmmm....
But, this is nice. I know that all these posts will be saved, and in time i will look back upon it, and see my foolishness... and i will laugh, and treasure this memory...
Now that i mentioned that, i remember something i had decided upon...
I wish to seek back my childhood memories... memories that i treasure now, yet then, i did not even perceive of its valuable existence...
I am, tired...
I want to return to that time, when i was simply a innocent little girl... to play amongst my friends, without burden... Now, i look back, and my heart turns. How i wish those days would last forever... But i know, i will never be able to experience that same, pure joy again... my heart is weighed down with too many burdens, too many complex thoughts...
Time... I wish you were at my command...
I wish i could just go back and see the time when i was a primary school with my friends... i simply want to relive that part of my life...
Yet... i may never again see some of those old friends... I hope i can, though...
Some of these people have already moved on; perhaps they have moved to somewhere else, or have given up their email addresses, so that i can no longer reach them...
Perhaps, one day, fate will bring us together again...
So that we can all go together, and go back to SIS, to simply look at the children there, that we once were, laughing so purely, so happily...
Playing catch. In that simple activity, so many memories can be gathered...
Oh... where have i gone now? See what happens when i simply pour out? I myself is washed away, and my thoughts simply pour out from my fingertips, literally, onto my keyboard.
I, cease to exist. I become my memories, gathered thoughts that i have held together for many years, thoughts that may have been generated when i was looking at pictures, or simply as i go home from school...
Human minds, eh? Too many things happen in there, to be expressed...
I should stop soon... I still have a LOT of homework waiting for me to do...
Maybe i'll let open the door to my soul another time.
Eleanor...♥
Heya..!!
Hi everybody!!!!
I don't know why i created this blog... but i know its for fun and for my friendz!
I don't know why i created this blog... but i know its for fun and for my friendz!
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